Tag: romance

  • Roots and Stones

    The sky was still gray, but the storm had passed. The river’s waterline was slowly receding to its original level, and broken debris had been washed away. The cries of seagulls echoed as they emerged from their shelters. A strong scent of rain, dampness, and mud filled the air, but weak gusts of warm wind from the east felt like gentle fingers caressing the land, offering hope. Leila touched her cheek, savoring the warmth, as she stepped down from the train at the temporary makeshift station near Chaani.

    Mombasa’s main train station remained buried in mud, as was much of the vudo. Yet, less than a week after Hurricane Nyambura had ravaged the streets, a team of MAF engineers—aided by local workers—had erected a temporary station and restored the flow of aid and supplies. Raised platforms and auxiliary tracks were hastily installed and by the next day, two cranes loomed over the site, their skeletal frames ready to unload heavy machinery. Teams of facilitators descended on each arriving train like a swarm of ants feasting on a giant’s carcass. Despite the frenzy, they moved with deliberate care to avoid accidents, working around the clock in three shifts. An unspoken friendly competition simmered among them—each crew racing to be the fastest.

    It took a brief moment for a short, stocky person in a gray overall to rush to greet her. “Leila! So good to see you in person!”, he exclaimed. She smiled, “Desta. It’s nice to meet you as well”, she gave him a greeting hug. “Please, everyone call me ‘Pops’” he grinned at her. Seeing his outfit, she was grateful she made the decision to opt for attire slightly less formal than what her role might have required but considerably more suitable to lend a hand in some manual labour. As the Kampala’s official emissary in Mombasa’s relief effort, she was ready to provide whatever help she could offer- advice, resources or a helping hand. They chatted while walking towards the freight carriages. “How’s your day?” She asked warmly. “Keepin’ busy”, he said while patting  his pockets looking for something. “We’ve got supplies, alright. Everyone on the eastern coast has been incredibly generous and supportive.” he said mind absently. Leila gave Pops smile and tapped her ear. His eyes widened in understanding and he picked the stylus pen that was tucked above his ear. “I guess I’m eager to get back to bi-directional trading and not just receiving”, he sighed. “Of course, no one enjoys being utterly reliant on others”, she said emphatically as he took out a folded piece of paper out of his pocket. “We’re a sinkhole in the network right now”, he mumbled. With a flick of his wrist the folded paper unfurled and stiffened to the size of his palm. “Well, I’m sure Mombasa will become the major hub it used to be soon enough” she said warmly. He tried using the pen and as it didn’t work, he shook it a couple of times to recharge its batteries.

    With the exception of archival-books that are made from recycled polymers, most writings are done on “slates” that in the past were named after the “electronic-ink” technology used. These, just as thin as “static” papers, were used for any type of writing of short notes, drawing and reading. For anything more comprehensive, a terminal with a physical keyboard was often used. The more popular slate models don’t have connectivity. Slates with connectivity are usually reserved for particular roles that demand it. It’s a feature that often gets raised eyebrows, followed by silent judgement and an urge to justify why one would need such a feature. In this particular case, Pops’ slate didn’t have connectivity but merely by having his and Leila’s slate touching, they were able to copy the manifest of the cargo she brought with her.

    “Aha! I see  you brought Matooke! We’ll have a feast tonight!” He was about to mention that one of their chefs makes an amazing matooke loaf when he noticed her attention was diverted to a young MAFex walking eagerly towards her. Leila forced her attention back to Pops and apologised, “I’m sorry, if you’ll excuse me for one moment”, to which he replied “yes, of course!”. He went back to review the manifest as the young MAFex reached them and Leila and him hugged cheerfully. “Hello Pops, I see you met my sister”, The young man said to him. Pops didn’t particularly remember this MAFex, albeit always believing he has a good knack for faces. On the other hand, he was quite known in the community and figured this is how the MAFex, “Kato” according to his name tag, knew him. “Hello Kato, yes, your wonderful sister was very kind to bring us goods from Kampala.” Pops said gleefully. Kato laughed “Yes, that’s very typical of her”. The three of them laughed. “I’m guessing you have a lot to catch up on, I can take care of the cargo, Leila. Thank you for all your support” Pops suggested and Leila thanked him and promised she’ll come looking for him later.

    “You’ve bulked up since I last saw you”, admired Leila, causing Kato to smile bashfully. “Yes, well… I think it’s the first time I see you with the ear jewel”, Kato mentioned, and Leila smiled bashfully “Yes, I barely notice it’s there”. It was a recording device that public figures ceremoniously wore as part of their aspiration for complete transparency. Any dispute with delegates can be always re-examined with the use of the recording. Failure to provide a recording is extremely rare but when it does, it often leads to immediate resignation of the person.

    In truth they were quite caught up already, as they communicated quite regularly. Since Kato left Arua to join MAF five years ago, Leila chose to invest her life in the community by helping administer it. Administration consists mostly of “bureaucrats” who excel in following instructions and procedures but also have a small set of delegates who take proactive responsibility to mitigate the public’s wishes and needs. Leila’s sharp opinionated mind quickly led her to become one of Arua’s delegates. This meant that every person in her tega of several hundred people knew her enough and believed in her capability to take care of their own needs as if they were her own. After two years of faithfully working in the interest of her tega, a vote of trust from her fellow delegates has led her to represent the vudo. Following a successful six-month programme she initiated, led and delivered to introduce 4 new green corridors leading out of Arua, she was invited to join the delegates of Kampala, covering a wider region of influence. It’s been almost four years since she worked for the direct benefits of her hometown, but she would still have almost daily chats with various people of her region of influence, which helped her keep in touch with her constituents. Less than a month later, Hurricane Nyambura hit, and Leila was happy to volunteer as an emissary in the relief efforts. She knew  quite a lot about Mombasa from her brother’s correspondence and despite having no equivalent experience with crisis management of such magnitude, her colleagues trusted in her capabilities. Kato and Leila spent their time together as he showed her around the evacuation camp, the ruins of Mombasa and gave her an overview of the current discussions and challenges up ahead.

    “As you probably know”, explained Kato, “The hurricane took the lives of a dozen ibus, seven of which were MAFexi in daring rescue operations and the rest were civilians who fought to protect their homes to their last breath”. “Yes, that’s a horrible tragedy”, said Leila sincerely, “but praise it wasn’t more as only a few generations ago these numbers would have reached the thousands”. “Yes, that’s unfathomable”, concurred Kato as they returned to the evacuation camp and headed to the main hall, “We were lucky MAF got involved as soon as it did and we evacuated as many as we could”. “And most buildings were properly built or at least fortified”, Leila said as they entered the room. She didn’t mean to dismiss the massive role MAF had in reducing the number of casualties but felt it would give a false picture to think it was a last minute bravery that saved the day. She learned from the history books that usually “last minute heroism” is an indication for a failure in the preparation stage. “If it wasn’t for the fortification, Mombasa would have been wiped clean”, admitted Kato, “but the truth is that the hurricane was ten times stronger than expected and now most of the vudo is covered with mud and about half of the buildings are now decommissioned or unsuitable for use”. “I see“, said Leila as she began to realise the challenge that was thrusted at the folk of Mombasa.

    Most of the people at the evacuation camp worked during the day, helping out in the camp’s upkeep and gradually more and more ventured out to rebuild and fix the broken infrastructures. The vudo delegates would work as well, at their respective fields but they talked to as many people as they could to gather thoughts and opinions and would meet amongst themselves to devise a strategy on going forward. The plans and suggestions would be reassessed and discussed the following day. Everyone knew the sense of urgency was real, but they were extremely cautious not to make regrettable decisions. As Leila walked into the room, the big question that was on everyone’s mind was if and when they should move back to Mombasa.

    The room was dim but people could still see each other from the other side of the room. A warm glowing yellow light illuminated the space. The tables were pushed aside and piled up, the chairs were set in rings and a big 3d model of the vudo and its surroundings was placed in the center. It was a massive three square meter panel of five millimetre “pixels” that could be elevated up to fifty centimetres while multiple light projectors provided additional information on the model. It gave an excellent overview and Leila could easily identify the extent of the damage the vudo has suffered. Speakers took their turn standing up and addressing the entire room. Anyone could join the conversation but as the space was limited, it was a known courtesy to let the delegates sit in the inner rings. Everyone was allowed to participate but in order to keep the discussion productive, the audience in the back seats would pass on their comments and questions up the chain and if relevant to everyone, they were answered publicly.

    “…can’t do it on their own, especially if they still need to worry about day-to-day maintenance”, a woman said as Leila entered the room. Leila saw Pops sitting in the front row nodding at her. She nodded back and quietly sat in the back next to the wall. The woman sat down, concluding her remarks.

    Pops stood up. “Yes, as Wanjiru mentioned, there’s a lot of work ahead of us and I would like to think that no one here expects to simply throw the responsibility on one bolo or another, that’s not gonna work. However, I would like to remind us that the vital services that Mombasa normally provides – namely, our medicine industry and our cultured meat, let alone the sadi, are temporarily on hold.” he explained. Leila noticed concerned glances being exchanged across the room. “We have reserves for the time being and we can set up temporary facilities, but it’s an issue. These are vital services to other communities, communities that came to our aid in our time of need.” Murmurs floated in the room again. Leila spotted a few glances in her direction. “Moving workforce from these industries in favour of housing”, concluded Wanjiru, “means that other communities would be strained as well”.

    Another woman, sitting across the room from Pops stood up and everyone quieted down. “I understand the sense of urgency all too well that isn’t affecting just us but other communities that rely on us”, she started saying. It was a good practice they kept whereas each speaker acknowledged the previous one, to confirm they were understood and heard. The woman, who later Leila learned was called Amani, continued “But we should also take into account the unexpected magnitude of the hurricane. There’s no point for us rushing for a quick solution only to be wiped away in the next hurricane”.

    Wanjiru stood up again, “Yes, another hurricane is a real concern. One hurricane was traumatising enough and understandably many are still recovering and require patience and care. Going through yet another hurricane might be a bit too much for some”.

    A person stood up a few chairs away from pops. He was wearing blue work overall and had grease smeared across his forehead. His hair was smooshed as if he recently took off a hat he wore all day. Later on, Leila learned his name is Eliud Mwamba and he’s an engineer. “Yes, no one wants to go through another hurricane. My heart aches at the thought of my home, with all the memories it held, is no more. I’m not sure I’m ready to face that. That’s why I would suggest that we won’t go back to Mombasa island, rather than build a new vudo on the mainland”.

    A ruckus thundered through the room as everyone was surprised by the suggestion. The sentiments were mixed. The idea of not returning to Mombasa astounded most of people in the room and Eliud had to explain the advantages: “Mombasa was originally built centuries ago and although we slowly upgraded most of the building over time, now a chance to widen the streets and move sadi east as we wanted for years”. The last comment evoked some murmurs as this was an unsettled issue that lingered for years. Despite having a majority of people who agreed that shifting the sadi eastward would be more efficient, it was clear to all that the effort of doing so renders the idea unfeasible. “Additionally”, Eliud continued, “We can build a more durable weather-resistant infrastructure with the latest growstone technology”. This caused some eyebrows to raise as the latest version of growstone was quite new and not yet widely accepted. Mainly it meant it would be more challenging to obtain the yeast.

    Growstone worked like baking bread, but instead of using flour, crushed stones dust was used in a mixture of water, organic material (usually refuse) and special yeast that would turn it into a dough. After a couple days of sun-baking in a mold, the newly formed stone would be taken out of the mold and was ready to use. “Molded” stone was the most popular building material for the past few decades as it was re-usable, cheap to make and extremely eco-friendly. A new version of growstone came out a few years earlier that cracks could easily be fixed by applying  some dough on it and letting it dry as it merged to the existing stone. The latest version, the one that Eliud suggested switching to, had self-healing properties, making maintenance even cheaper and easier. It’s been less than a year and therefore less common and moreover – the new type yeast, nicknamed “”, wasn’t as readily available as the old version yeast.

    It might have sounded sensible but Amani was shaken. She stood up as the commotion quieted down and asked in an alarming voice, hoping she simply misunderstood or misheard “Do you wish to reclaim a piece of land the size of Mombasa island from somewhere else?”. Eliud answered calmly but reassuringly, “Yes, Chaani is my favourite option as nature hasn’t fully reclaimed the old airport area so moving wild flora and fauna shouldn’t be too difficult. Acknowledging nature’s primal right over the land wasn’t new and Eliud has considered it, but he argued his idea was still feasible. “In fact”, he argued, “displacing all the wild animals should take roughly as much as it would take to dig away all the mud from the old vudo”. He glanced at Pops who had his mouth open and then shut it. It was clear he was about the object to the idea arguing about time frames but Eliud has answered that preemptively.

    Pops noticed Eliud’s glance, smiled at him but then asked “What about our sea port?”. Eliud looked agitated. He had considered that but didn’t think it to be a critical concern. “We can build a new port at Chaani”. Pops fixed his robe, as if about to sit down, symbolising he has the winning argument, “Not only will it be more costly to the boat to navigate around the island to reach Chaani, we should also consider that Chaani is much higher than the island. Have you considered how to lift up all the cargo?”

    Eliud was about to answer. A moment of hesitation gave Leila the impression that he didn’t factor that concern. It was sensible, no one is expected to think of everything, and this is why they solved complex problems through communal conversations. He argued that the numbers need to be validated but he believes that the overall efficiency of Chaani will be better than what can be established on the island.

    “Moving to Chaani will remove their people from their homes”, said Wanjiru in a calm voice. “Indeed”, she continued, “some of us might be petrified to go back and see our homes ruined, but this doesn’t mean we’re ready to turn our back on them”. Leila noticed Pops moves with uneasiness in his chair. He had something to say about that. Wanjiru concluded by saying that “Healing takes time, and rebuilding one’s home is detrimental to the healing process”.

    Pops churned his thoughts and chose his words carefully before finally standing up, “I have a suggestion, that is probably even more controversial than Eliud’s new vudo idea”. Eliud chuckled at this. He may not have thought of it first but in hindsight he admitted his idea was indeed challenging to swallow. “I believe we should consider mass-production”. The room was stunned into silence. This was unheard of. Pops explained, “I’m aware of the disadvantages, but I’m also acutely aware it means everyone will have a home in fifth of the time”. “You mean a house”, Wanjiru said. It looked like it took all her might to stop the rage that was boiling inside of her by the mere suggestion.

    Just before the hurricane hit, every person in Mombasa had a home. As the population size was mostly stable, most of the folk inherited their homes from someone dear and the home served as a living memory. But homes were also extremely modular so it was incredibly easy to make adjustments, disassemble and build something new to fit one’s purpose. Tenements were built by the bolo and each kana would fashion their own home to their needs. Home was an incredibly personal concept and the idea of mass-produced identical houses felt almost like sacrilege. 

    Wanjiru was struggling to stomach that idea. “Pops, I understand your need for urgency and I appreciate your intention but this is not a good idea”, she said. She inhaled deeply and exhaled between gritted teeth. “Yes, people lost their homes but we are in an evacuation camp. No one here is forced to sleep without a roof over their head”, she continued. “Moving from a temporary housing to a more permanent solution will only drive the hopes of ever having a home again further away. This doesn’t expedite the solution, it only delays it”.

    “We’re not forcing anyone to do anything”, Pops tried to protest. “People who aren’t ready to go back to Mombasa can stay in the camp for the time being, they can also help re-securing the riverbanks and flood gates. They can move to the vudo when they’re ready or we can figure out an alternative solution when we figure out everything else”.

    “I’m also concerned that mass-production methods are very often not environment-friendly”, added Amani solemnly. She felt bad for being a naysayer in the discussion.

    People were shaking their heads in disagreement. Pops’ suggestion would not pass. Leile could see the concern and frustration in his eye. They all knew it wasn’t a good idea but those were scarce at the moment. Eliud stood up, “Perhaps it would be a good time to take a little break and gather our thoughts. I understand the objections against building in a new site or using mass-production but I worry that the timescale required to rebuild our vudo one home after the other is simply not feasible”. It was a harsh truth, but they knew it to be true.

    “May I interject”, Leila spoke from the back of the room. She presented herself as the emissary from Kampla and from the encouraging smile on Pops’ face, she felt more confident to slowly walk towards the center of the room, gently touching people’s shoulders to show her empathy, looking into their eyes understandingly and smiling back at them. “It is indeed a hardship you’re dealing with but you don’t have to do it alone. Just like Mombasa supported Arusha at their big fires a decade ago and just like you support the entire African eastern coast with the medicine you provide, Kampala can come to your aid. We will send you teams to help clear the debris and fix the infrastructure so you can focus on building your homes and industries. We can also send you growstone-yeast to accelerate your brick product”. A few other emissaries from neighboring Vudos also volunteered their support. 

    Everyone cheered, clapped their hands and hugged one another. Wanjiru came to shake Leila’s hands in gratitude. Leila could see the tears of joy in her eyes and felt moved herself. She still had the tasks to ask her Vudo to approve the  offering she made on her own initiative, but she felt self-assured they would understand the severity of the situation and would be more than willing to give their support. Not only helping others may return in kind later down the line, but it’s also the right thing to do. Everyone knows that.

    Pops quickly did the math in head and after a moment of hesitation announced disheartedly that even with the additional support, they won’t be able to completely evacuate the emergency camp before its buildings start  to decompose. “I’m afraid”, he said, “that if there’s an ultimate solution, we haven’t figured it out yet. This means that we need to find a compromise”.

    Amani took a deep breath and stood up. “Building a new vudo or mass-producing the houses are actually good ideas”, she said to everyone’s surprise, “they’re just not good for us”. Pops and Eliud looked intently at her, trying to figure out where she was heading with this, “at least not for the long-term solution”. In an instance, the faces of both men shined and they smiled at each other and at Amani. “We can use mass-production to temporarily build a new industrial zone in Chaani…”, Eliud suggested. “…A high-rise, to reduce the ecological footprint”, continued Pops, visibly getting excited. “All while the outside support focuses on clearing debris, restoring the riverbanks, floodgates and other infrastructure”, interjected Leila, getting hyped at the build-up of energy in the room. “And the people of Mombasa can focus on rebuilding their homes”.

    The conversation wasn’t easy. There was no miracle waiting to happen or a happy path for everyone to agree upon, except a few steps forwards that required some sacrifices. Over the next few days they agreed that the first step was to revitalise the parts that were not damaged in the hurricane, clear debris and restore infrastructure. With heavy hearts it was agreed that the cultured-meat farm will be deprioritised for the time being and more food will be imported while their efforts will be placed towards restoring, rebuilding and constructing new homes.

    On the train back to Kampala, Leila wrote her report. She reflected on the conversations she witnessed in the past few days. She knew she was unfairly judgemental but in her mind the process was too slow. There were too many aspects to consider, she admitted to herself. Too many interests and conflicting views but at least those never stop the perpetual motion of what had to be done. The infrastructure restoration had to be done and clearing of the debris – these were relevant regardless of the final outcome so whilst the discussion continued these tasks were prioritised and she was happy to hear that significant advancements were made in the mere few days she was there. She shared the frustration of those who might argue that a single olori could’ve reached a decision much faster, but she knew it would’ve been most likely an ill-conceived and ill-informed decision. “Too many cooks spoil the broth” and “designed by committee” myths are simple mismanagement follies that are much easier to resolve than having the wrong person make the decisions. Everyone knew that.

    As the train moved further away from the hurricane-stricken area, the landscape brightened in lush green colors and broken stumps made way for tall sturdy trees. From scarred earth and puddles of rainwater having nowhere to go in the drenched soil, to dry mud filled with debris, unrooted trees and broken stones and rocks. Single trees  stood erect, having survived nature’s blow and around them small bushes taking shelter under the  beaten canopies.  More and more trees came together and the small patches grew and connected to one another, strengthening each other, becoming more and more. Animals, first small and then bigger, coming out of their hideaways, licking each other’s wounds, elated to see one another, grateful their story hasn’t ended. Meadows turned to woods and to forest, which grew thicker only to be parted by dirt trails and then paved roads and buildings and a train station, telling Leila she got back home.

  • Rainy Days

    Great events tend to break our lives into “before” and “after.” If they last long enough, they can disrupt our sense of time entirely. For many people, Hurricane Nyambura was such an event, as it was the most powerful storm the West African coast had experienced in their lifetimes. Angavu, in the third chapter of her life, had certainly never experienced anything like it. The hurricane itself lasted only a few hours, but the storm and its relentless rain had soaked the land for more than forty days, and the recovery effort took several months.

    Angavu could hear rain showers pelting her window as she curled up in her warm, cozy blanket. Her hazy dreams faded as her small, dimly lit room took shape. She knew she needed to wake up for work. She kicked off the blanket, and the chilled air quickly brought her to her senses as she sat up in bed. “Work,” she thought sarcastically. She got up, all right, but her days were spent doing something far removed from “work.” She certainly wasn’t paid—payments, along with money, had been abolished long before her time. It might not have been as important, challenging, or glamorous as her previous role—a lifetime ago—but it was appreciated nonetheless. She wasn’t forced or coerced; she genuinely loved her work. It was a solid reason to get out of bed in the mornings. Even on a rainy morning like this.

    When the first forecasts warned of the impending storm, the dining tables at the heart of Mombasa’s sadi buzzed with patrons sharing ideas and making plans. The wind howled above the buildings, and the rain tapped persistently against the thick canopy overhead. The drains gushed with water, adding a resounding backdrop to their concerns. Angavu avoided talking about her old job. In her mind, that chapter was finished. But she used to be a marine biologist, and she had helped build artificial reefs along the coastline—reefs that now served as extra defenses against stormy seas while fostering recovering biodiversity. But that felt like a lifetime ago.

    All of the newer buildings in Mombasa were built with endurance in mind, and most of the older ones had been fortified decades earlier. The people at the tables took it upon themselves to fortify the remaining structures or evacuate them. Some volunteered to shelter the evacuees until the storm passed. Angavu interjected, offered suggestions, and took part in the discussions, all while moving back and forth from the kitchen, bringing out more coffee, tea, and biscuits. The conversation flowed organically, and those unaccustomed to it might have found it overwhelming—a multi-threaded cacophony of voices merging into collective decision-making, then fracturing into new topics, shifting seats, and starting again. Angavu surfed the waves of conversation, offering a tip here, asking a question there—guiding the flow of discussion while handing a young boy a bowl of porridge and patting his head. She named the buildings whose windows needed to be boarded up before they shattered. She knew them all. She knew the city. In so many ways, she was the city.

    Another day, more rain. She realized the gloomy weather affected her mental health, and despite enjoying the intimate privacy of her room, she considered sharing a bed with someone that night. Maybe her sister, who would probably jump at the opportunity but occasionally snored, or maybe one of the children scared of the storm, who would appreciate the company. Walking from one canopy to the next through the nearly empty, rain-soaked streets, her broad hat shielding her from the downpour, she hopped over streams of water flowing from the rooftops and hurried to the main plaza. There were no leisurely chats or squabbles today. Most people had taken it upon themselves to help prepare the city. The coastal mangroves would help slow the rivers, but men still had to reinforce them with sandbags to keep them in place. They only stopped by to grab the lunch packs she had helped prepare and check for news before heading off to wherever they were needed. It had been a while since Angavu had felt this sense of solidarity. She had never felt alone, but this was different—she was part of something bigger, a man-made behemoth rising to face the monstrous storm looming on the horizon. And for a moment, she felt invincible.

    Mombasa had always been a transport hub due to its proximity to the sea. The ceaseless rain had affected the flow of exchanged goods, and with the looming threats, the community collectively decided after ten days of rain to temporarily relocate the sadi to the open area near Chaani, where the old airport used to be. Children and other ibus who couldn’t directly contribute to the preparations were sent to higher ground. There were no “non-essentials”—everyone helped or cared for someone else. Angavu debated whether to go or stay. Help was needed in both places. She promised herself she would stay only a couple more days as she helped mobilize the kitchen, securing what couldn’t be moved and preparing meals for the various teams.

    She remembered it clearly—how she had just sat down to rest her feet when the sirens began. It was the twenty-third day of rain. Some might have argued that a woman her age shouldn’t have stayed in the city, especially since they had known for at least two days that a hurricane was inevitable. But no one who knew her would have dared question her ability to handle the situation—or any situation, for that matter. They regularly practiced various disaster scenarios, along with smaller-scale drills even more frequently. These exercises weren’t mandatory, but they were fun, positive experiences—something people enjoyed as much as sporting events in the past. Some participated for the sake of tradition, some to set a good example for children, and others simply for the big meal that usually followed. Angavu had just been joking with her friend about the meal they would have after the storm subsided when the sirens blared and the PSA announced: “Hurricane imminent.”

    She had barely managed to stand when two young colleagues appeared at her side, gently rushing her toward the kitchen building. She could tell they were trying to remain calm and respectful, but stress was gnawing at their nerves. The canopy above whooshed and roared as the wind blasted it sideways, sending broken branches crashing down around them. She called out to one of them—“Kiko, potatoes!”. She watched, as if in slow motion, as puzzlement flashed across his face, followed by epiphany and laughter when he understood her. Without hesitation, he hoisted her onto his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and sprinted the remaining twenty meters to the building. She worried his roughness might hurt her, but he was as gentle as he could be under the circumstances, while the girl held her hand firmly as they rushed inside. They were only a few meters from safety when a massive gust tore the canopy away, uprooting three trees as if they were mere toothpicks. The girl shrieked, and this time, Angavu gripped her hand tightly—whether for emotional support or out of a subconscious fear that the wind might carry her away, she wasn’t sure.

    The hurricane struck Mombasa just before midday, raging for several hours. The first MAF teams had arrived a week earlier to manage evacuation logistics, but as the hurricane threat grew imminent, additional teams were deployed throughout the city. Tethered by strong ropes, they combed the city for anyone in danger. Amphibious vehicles were deployed to ferry the last remaining residents to safety.

    Even though the building was secure, they huddled in the basement shelter. Short-range radios, installed in every shelter, emitted a constant crackling hum of updates, instructions, and reassurances. Emergency power cast a dim glow, while the roar of the storm outside and the trickling of water in one corner gave Angavu an “end of days” feeling. She felt no fear—she was with her colleagues, her second family. They sang and made jokes to pass the time. A few young men, too anxious to join in the singing and laughter, sat quietly on the other side of the room. Angavu prepared cups of hot cacao and sat with them, listening as they voiced their worries and concerns. She knew that people handled crisis in different ways. And she knew that, for her, the best way was to be helpful.

    The city lay in ruins. Angavu knew it. She heard the radio reports and the thunderous collapse of buildings that stood no chance against the 200-kilometer-per-hour winds. She sat down, taking a deep breath. The city could be rebuilt, she told herself, but it would never be the same. A small part of her withered as she absorbed the reality. The city she had stayed behind for—the one she chose over leaving with Kimani—was gone. It was a decision she had made over three decades ago. A choice she never questioned—not when Kimani asked her to come with him, not when he begged, and not even when he passed away two decades later. She loved the city and its people and could never imagine calling any other place home.

    Heavy rain still poured as the MAF rescue boat navigated the flooded streets, picking them up and taking them to the evacuation camp at Chaani. Her young colleague hugged her as they gazed out the boat’s window at the devastation, tears streaming down their cheeks. They tried to comfort each other, but Angavu had already accepted this fate. At that moment, all she wanted was to return to her room, to her bed. She needed it, but all she could do was bite her lip and stay strong for Kiko, who held her tightly. They were safe, but their story was far from over.

    The evacuation camp was an unusual sight; in all her life, Angavu had never seen anything like it. A massive complex of deployable, cheerfully colored inflatable buildings was erected within an hour. Generators inflated the buildings, and their memory-polymer frameworks clicked into shape. Once the storm passed, they could be easily dismantled by flushing the biodegradable joints with UV light. Watchtowers were set up to spot anyone approaching the camp and provide support as quickly as possible. There was no need for barriers in a place where everyone was welcome; instead, two sets of interchangeable walls shielded the camp from the wind. A dim, warm light filled every corner of the camp, creating a sense of safety that soothed the shaken refugees who had just lost their homes. It was no surprise that most people disliked feeling helpless, and many quickly sought ways to contribute to the camp’s daily operations. MAF provided guidance but aimed to give as much agency to the community as possible. People applied their everyday skills where possible—some volunteered for the watchtowers, while others joined the countless “day-after” discussions, which, whether intentional or not, often served as therapy sessions for those now facing a new reality.

    Shortly after arriving at the camp, Angavu was given a medical check-up and a fresh set of clothes. She registered her attendance and was informed that her sister and the rest of her family were all accounted for. She was asked whether she preferred a private room or sleeping in the main hall. Most children preferred not to sleep alone, as did a surprising number of adults who were grateful for the emotional support. Angavu thought of her own room, likely flooded with water, and pushed the thought to the back of her mind. She will sleep in the main hall tonight.

    On the first day, she stayed with the children—innocent and carefree. They sang, played games, and completely ignored the storm as it slowly faded outside. In the evening, the kids put on a show they had prepared the week before, and tears of joy filled her eyes as she laughed at their jokes.  Later on, a band played, as they did every night, and some people danced while others sang. She went to bed with a smile on her face, grateful that the worries had been pushed back, even if only for a little while.

    The next day was the perfect time to get back to work. She went to the kitchens and announced her return, met with applause and warm greetings from everyone present. They were genuinely happy to have her back, though the same warmth was extended to anyone who joined the kitchens. It felt good to be appreciated and needed—something she had been longing for. She set to work, orchestrating meal packs for those on duty and serving food to those in the dining hall. At times, it felt like juggling ten balls at once, but she was grateful her memory hadn’t failed her yet. To an outsider, it might have seemed like chaos, but she had everything under control.

    The wind had died down, and only a light rain tapped on the roofs of the buildings. Gradually, the electric hum of the power generators overtook the ambient sounds. Though annoying to those who noticed it, it wasn’t as ominous as the storm. Instead, it served as a reassuring reminder that this would soon be over. Just before the dinner rush, Angavu went to the supply building to fetch a bag of maize. There was nothing out of the ordinary about it—she did this almost every day, sometimes twice. But this time, she heard a strange sound that piqued her curiosity. “Anyone here?” she called. Most people respected shared resources. Though the food storage was open to anyone in need—whether from hunger or the emotional comfort of having an emergency snack—few besides the kitchen staff ever ventured inside. As she rounded a corner toward the noise, she suddenly found herself face-to-face with a leopard that did not look pleased to see her. The leopard was soaked and painfully thin, its claws struggling to pry open a tin can of preserved meat. There was no doubt it was starving, but right now, its focus had shifted—it prowled menacingly toward Angavu. She froze. Memories of a great white shark circled her mind, and instinctively, she closed her eyes.

    In another lifetime, she had been in the sea with Kimani when they spotted a four-meter-long great white shark swimming nearby. Kimani, ever cautious, preferred to keep his distance, but Angavu insisted they swim closer to examine the magnificent beast. It would be a stretch to call the shark friendly, but it wasn’t aggressive either. They approached carefully, and when they reached out to touch it, the shark responded with a flick of its tail, seemingly enjoying the sensation as they rubbed its nose. That’s when Kimani noticed a hook lodged at the edge of the shark’s mouth. Fishing hooks had been abolished decades earlier, meaning this shark was old—perhaps older than they had first thought. Removing the hook was no easy task. As they worked to free it, the shark thrashed slightly, and for a moment, Angavu feared they had hurt or angered it. But once the hook came loose, its agitation turned to something else—almost as if it were expressing joy. For the rest of that season, whenever they went diving, the shark would return to greet them, a silent companion beneath the waves.

    In the present, Angavu felt something warm and sturdy pressed against her leg. She opened her eyes to find a dog beside her, its muscles taut as it let out a low, threatening growl. Across from them, the leopard hesitated. For a moment, Angavu thought she saw something beyond hunger in the leopard’s gaze—frustration, perhaps, or uncertainty. It was starving, yet wary of the dog, caught in a silent standoff. She wanted to say something but feared breaking the delicate balance holding the two animals in place. Her eyes flickered down to the dog’s vest, where the letters MAF stood out clearly. Below them, its name: Alhaadi. The leopard’s gaze darted—first to her, then to the dog, then to the unopened tin of meat, and finally to the exit. Its desperation was almost tangible. Then, from seemingly nowhere, came a short, imperceptible whistle. At once, Alhaadi shifted, lowering into a non-threatening pose. A strip of artificial meat landed a foot away from the leopard. It flinched, startled, but its instincts quickly took over. In a heartbeat, its teeth tore into the food, devouring it. Angavu turned her head just as another piece was tossed past her shoulder. A young MAFex—one of the specialized animal handlers—had appeared behind her. He threw another strip, watching as the leopard hungrily gnawed on it. By the third piece, the leopard was no longer just eating—it was melting into the moment. Alhaadi, sensing the change, took cautious steps forward before extending its tongue and licking the leopard’s damp fur. The leopard let out a deep purring sound, its body visibly relaxing. “My name is Kato. Are you okay?” the MAFex asked gently. Angavu blinked, suddenly aware of the white-knuckled grip she had on the bag of maize. She forced her fingers to loosen. “Yes… I’m okay,” she said slowly. “Just a little startled. I guess we’re all a bit hungry.” Kato gave a small, reassuring nod. “The meat has sedatives in it, but let me try to approach first.” His voice was steady, confident—enough that she believed him. The leopard, now sprawled lazily on the floor under Alhaadi’s attentive grooming, purred again. The moment of danger had passed.

    “It’s a female,” Kato explained, crouching beside the leopard. “But she doesn’t have milk, so there are no starving kittens waiting for her to return.” Angavu exhaled a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. “What will happen to her now?” she asked. A twinge of guilt nagged at her—perhaps she should’ve just let the poor creature have the tin can. “We’ll check her medical condition, register her, and when she’s strong enough, we’ll release her back,” Kato reassured her. That gave Angavu some comfort. She watched as the leopard, now drowsy, let out a deep sigh.  “Alhaadi says he knows her,” Kato added, nodding toward the dog. “She’s from Kaya Forest—not far from here.” Angavu turned to the dog, who met her gaze with calm, knowing eyes. Of course, she hadn’t heard Alhaadi say anything, but she understood. The connection between Kato and the dog was undeniable. They had likely spent years together, enough time for silent understanding to replace words. It wasn’t unheard of—this ability to communicate with animals. A relatively recent but profound achievement of humankind. Even after all these years, it still felt like a kind of quiet miracle.

    It remained a mystery how the leopard had slipped into the camp unnoticed—bypassing the watchtowers, evading motion sensors, and ignoring the scent-based repellents meant to deter wildlife. Fortunately, no one had been harmed. Still, the incident prompted immediate improvements to the camp’s perimeter sensor systems. More importantly, a monitored feeding station was set up just outside the camp, ensuring that any other starving animal desperate enough to wander close would find food—without the risk of a close encounter.

    A few weeks later, it was time to return home. The storm had passed. It was time to rebuild. MAF had already completed the preliminary sweep, but the streets were still littered with mud and debris. Once again, it was the community’s responsibility to rebuild its home. Within a few days, the main operations were back in motion. Angavu finally returned to her house. As expected, the floor was covered in dried mud. The window was broken, and one of the pictures had fallen off the wall. The smell of dampness lingered, unshakable. But she didn’t care. She made her way to her bed and reached underneath it, pulling out a small metal box. Inside was a shark’s tooth with a tiny heart carved into it—Kimani’s farewell gift to her when he had decided to follow his passion, migrating with his shark-friend at the end of the season. She had stayed behind, unable to leave the life she had in Mombasa. A few years after he left, Angavu had stepped away from marine biology to focus on serving the people and the city she loved. She had never regretted her decision, but that didn’t mean she didn’t miss him every time he went away.

    An invitation to my world and guidelines

    We need more inspiring stories, where normal people deal with real problems but in a reasonable, sensible and compassionate way. There are very few books that I know of that describe utopian egalitarian societies. One example for such society is described in “News from Nowhere” by William Morris, published 1890. It’s an extreme pro-marxist book written at the time of the industrial revolution so clearly it has changed significantly since, but it was fascinating nonetheless. Another example is the 1976 novel “Woman at the edge of time” by Marge Piercy. It’s a feminist book in which the future is split between a dystopian society and an utopian one. Despite finding some of the ideas more difficult to embrace than others, it was refreshing and inspiring.

    I therefore invite you, dear readers and listeners, to tell your own story and imagine how things would’ve been different if we lived in a perfect society. I would have loved to say “perfect world” but that would be too fantastic and childish. In a perfect world we wouldn’t need to face the sadness of death. But both death and that sadness are a natural part of life and they help grow and evolve and become better. Accidents are tragic but it’s incredibly naive to imagine a world where accidents don’t happen or people don’t make mistakes. Mistakes happen and the sooner we acknowledge them, the quicker we’ll be able to learn from them and take measures to protect ourselves from other mistakes. A “perfect society”, however, is something I personally believe to be achievable – a society where everyone cares for one another, where no man is worse off than their fellow men. Some people will still be naturally more talented than others and some will be more hot-tempered, but envy will not lead to resentment and anger will be channeled constructively.

    Personally I don’t drink alcohol as I can easily see how it can badly affect people but in my utopian world other people will still drink, only they’ll do it sensibly and moderately. They will still drink to enjoy and have a nice time, but the community won’t let them drink to cope with traumas or to tolerate life-hardships. This brings me to the first house-rule of my utopian world – People can do whatever they want as long as they are mindful not to hurt anyone else in the process. Homosexuality exists, whatever other people fancy is none of anyone’s business but their own. Religion exists, at least in theory. However it shouldn’t prevent people from sensible critical thinking. In practice, I believe that having solid community values will take most of the need for religion.

    I would be more than honored if you’d choose to expand the world that I write about in my stories. My stories take place roughly 100 years in the future. I intentionally don’t provide a specific date to give a little bit of hope that maybe one day we will get there, as opposed to setting a deadline. The world population is about tenth of today’s current population. I intentionally don’t explain how this came to be as I’m aware that it’s a necessary painful and worrying step we will need to go through somehow and at the time of writing, I’m not sure we’re ready to discuss this. “Climate Change” will still affect our lives but I would like to think that a major portion of the population will focus their attention to tackle it (by helping restore nature) and worry less about paying next month’s rent.

    My society doesn’t have money, not as fiat money that requires trust in institutions that are susceptible for corruption, nor as trade-economy. It was replaced with fairness and mutual respect has replaced greed. I have addressed this in my story, but I welcome further exploration of how such society, with its limited resources can function. Personally I’m a strong believer in universal income and the human basic right for food and shelter. I also support heavy progressive taxation and as I believe that money can unbalance and destroy egalitarian societies, I think taxation should cap the richests’ wealth in proportion to the poorest in society. However all this is irrelevant as in my utopian world there is no money.

    In my utopian world, natural resources and particularly land cannot have ownership. It doesn’t make sense to me that an arbitrary right over a natural resource grants someone wealth without any work or contribution to society.

    One day mankind will learn to treat animals by their intelligent level and with respect. I’m hoping we will learn to communicate with most of them in one way or another and find a humane way to integrate them into our lives white allowing them to maintain their animalistic nature.

  • The Brass Bell

    Being part of the MAF was a big part of Njeri’s identity ever since she could remember. Her tega, where she spent her entire life, was literally the MAF recruitment and training base. The tega of Shanzu, on the shoreline of Mombasa, was made of six Bolos. Five of these were MAF, which set the lifestyle for everyone who chose to be a part of the tega. Both her parents were MAF, or at least used to be. Baba-Okello was still in active duty while Baba-Sokoro retired. Whether it was to raise her, or due to his manageable but permanent injury, or he just grew tired of it, it was never clear to her but she assumed it was probably some combination of circumstances. He was still very engaged in the community’s social life but was no longer in active duty. They were still together, but Baba-Sokoro moved to the nursing kana to raise Njeri and he loved it so much he stayed there even after she grew old and moved out. 

    Human civilization has changed drastically after the last failure of the 21st century’s capitalism. People no longer agreed to participate in an endless, meaningless, “Rat race” (as they called it) and instead focused on restoring nature and bettering their lives socially and mentally. Of course, people who aspired for efficiency and fast-pace would still do that, but the senseless drive for “more materialistic goods,” and particularly “more money,” or even “more extreme experiences” was subdued. The “Mobile Aid Force”, in its various decentralized variations, was a paramilitary organisation formed by former military personnel putting their skills and talents to good use after humanity collectively decided it can no longer afford the expenses of the Industrial-Military Complex. Through long and tedious mutual agreements and shows of good faith, the weapons were disarmed and the tanks were decommissioned. There was no longer an enemy that deserved to be shot, let alone bombarded. Instead, MAF focused on providing support during and after natural disasters and other emergencies where militaristic-like efficiency can be crucial.

    Njeri grew up in the “civilian” bolo of the tega, in the “young cadets” kana, as the rest of the tega was occupied by active-duty bolos or training units. Her childhood was normal and for the most part just like any other child anywhere else. Of course, living in a MAF base, she got to see them exercising and drilling and she even volunteered a couple of times as a “staged injured”. But She never felt any expectation, or coercion to join MAF when she became independent, and not many of her age-group did. Yet, she knew this is what she wanted to do. This was who she was. Those thoughts crossed her mind as she marched up the hill with heavy steps, The entire tega, MAF and “civilians”, saluting in her honour.

    Anyone can join the MAF when they’re old enough. This is of course a very vague definition, but it is the same as “when a person reaches adulthood”. Adulthood doesn’t necessarily correlate to a biological age, but rather with the mental capacity to take responsibility over one’s actions and mistakes. In a society that encourages independence from an early age, most people become responsible adults around the age of 15 or even 14. Teenagehood, as the transitional step in which young adults who are still treated as children rebelled for independence has lost its meaning as instead of restricting and fighting against them, society gradually gives children more and more agency and preparation for their adult life. It is a known fact that children that grew up near MAF are likely to join at a relatively older age, but this is because the adults are struggling to stop seeing them as their “innocent babies” (as Baba-Okello jokes). Njeri officially joined MAF at the age of 15, after passing the aptitude tests to prove she was ready.

    Being a MAFex wasn’t easy. In the first year of training and the first field mission, the drop-rate is estimated at 20%. The majority of which usually drops in the first couple of months when realizing that the overly regimented lifestyle can be quite intense. After that, everyone, and especially one’s kana, will do anything in their power to help whoever is struggling in any way they can. Not far from the entrance to Shanzu, a bare hill stands with a head-sized brass bell with an inscription: “The Journey Continues.” The inscription reminds the person who is about to ring that the journey doesn’t end with giving up, it just takes a different shape. MAF isn’t for everyone. Most people won’t even get admitted, but the bell is reserved for those who decide to leave. Bells normally are less for the person ringing them than for the audience accepting the message the ring conveys. For this bell, it’s the community accepting the loss of one its members, which is never easy. But this particular bell carries a message for the ringer as well. It’s a message of respect. It is a reminder that choosing to step away is not failure, but an act of courage and self-awareness, honoring both the themselves and the community they leave behind.

    Due to MAF’s small-sized nature, new recruits often don’t form their own cohort but instead assimilate directly into existing units. They train with them and learn from their joint knowledge and experience, but have their own study sessions to catch up with the vast knowledge required from a MAFex. When the time was right, Njeri needed to choose a bolo to join. Between Transport, Paramedics, Pathfinders, and Logistics – she chose pathfinding as she enjoyed the outdoors the most. Well, that and the fact that her mathematical aptitude and interpersonal skills weren’t ideal for other specialties. Despite learning the basics in every field, her first year of training focused primarily on navigating through impassable terrains.

    Njeri was already a MAFex for a year, although hadn’t gotten her field-mission badge yet, when Kato joined as a young recruit to the Pathfinders’ bolo. After he was signed in, a game was played “in his honor” to help him decide which kana he should join. Blindfolded, they all were dropped at random points in Bamburi Forest, south of Shanzu, separately from one another and were tasked to scour the forest and accomplish various tasks. However, as tradition goes, since all MAFex have accomplished these tasks countless times before, they must consume performance-dampening substances to hamper their capabilities. And of course, the more experience one has, the more they need to consume. Playing 3 times before, as soon as Njeri removed her blindfold she threw up. Her head pounded. But it was part of the exercise as she knew she needed to be able to function no matter how disoriented she might feel. She looked around and saw a small creek. She drank a little bit of the water and decided to follow it upstream to gain a vantage point.

    She then noticed Kato standing beneath a tall yellow flowered kassod tree. He was examining its 2 meter high canopy. She introduced herself earlier at the briefings but she doubted he would remember her from all the new faces he just met. However, as soon as she came close, he turned around and smiled at her. “Hey, Njeri, right? How’s your day going?” She felt he was a bit too cheerful for her headache, but being patient despite one’s personal issues is a merit ironed into any MAFex from day one. “Oh, it’s a lovely day,” she said, and from his chuckle she knew he saw through her sarcasm. “What do you have there?” she asked. She tried to look at the canopy herself but the headache and the sunlight made her eyes squint shut. “There’s a box hanging there, but I’m not sure how we can reach it. Can you see it?” he said, pointing upward. She looked up and this time saw the small wooden yellow-painted box glistening. It camouflaged perfectly in the tree’s flowers. “Yeah, I see it now. Got a long stick to tip it down?” she asked. In fairness, this is the first time she saw this puzzle. But it wasn’t surprising as there were hundreds of different puzzles throughout the game and the best record ever was to solve 7 puzzles in a single game. In her own trial run, she got 5. She was quite proud of herself. Kato looked around but couldn’t find anything. “I was looking at the vines holding the box in the air. Do you see them?” he asked her. She looked again and it dawned on her. Those vines, as naturally as they may have looked, did not belong here. They didn’t grow on any other tree around except the two trees on each side of the box. She was impressed with Kato’s observance. “I see them now. I get it. Have you ever played ‘pulled-knot-game’?” He admitted that he didn’t. She wasn’t surprised. It was a game the young cadets played a lot to train tying and untying knots. She quickly explained to him the basic principles of the game. “We have two strings that are connected in a standard ‘Carrick Bend’ knot. It’s not simple but it is possible to swing-pull the strings to loosen the knot,” she explained. They tried several times but he seemed to catch the hang of it quickly and on the fifth attempt the knot loosened and the box dropped to a height they could catch. The box contained a code that they both needed to memorize in proof they accomplished the task. They continued the game separately as the rules dictated.

    Kato managed to solve 4 puzzles with various people, which is considered a good score for someone his age, coming from the “outside”. Njeri managed to keep her score of 5, which concerned her slightly. She knew that any future attempts, where she would be drugged even further, would prove more and more difficult to get a better score. It is no surprise that the more experienced MAF members often struggle to solve more than 2 puzzles and unfortunately often don’t remember much from each game for any future attempts. After a rather lengthy debrief, they all returned home. A big meal was prepared, followed by a conversation in which it was mutually agreed to which kana Kato would join. Njeri was pleased he should join her kana, even if it was somewhat selfish, as she had enough of being pampered as the youngest in the unit.

    That next day, Njeri woke up early for a navigation exercise. Naomi was her active olori and she was in charge of giving the instructions. As there was no official or permanent hierarchy in MAF, they rotated the olori role periodically, although it was very fluid and they helped each other fulfill the role, knowing they would also be helped when in that position. Similarly, this pseudo-anarchistic hierarchy expanded upwards – one ibu was in charge of being the olori of each bolo and one for the entire tega. They had a voting mechanism built on merit and experience but flexible enough to prevent forcing anyone to follow leaders they didn’t trust.

    Naomi instructed them to pair up and paired herself up with Kato so she could focus on tutoring him. The instructions were given in sign language, and as some of the words were new to Kato, the rest of the kana helped him out. Sign language is extremely useful for many reasons, especially for MAF in emergency situations. Pairing Kato with Naomi meant that he had no choice but to catch up. They estimated that in three days he would be using signs fluently. Njeri paired with Alhaadi, who was overly excited with the exercise. Despite being an ibu of few words, his positivity was contagious. Each pair received ten random checkpoints to be found by one team member. That ibu then needed to leave a trackable item. Once all items were placed, the second partner needed to track the items in a different order and without the use of a map.

    Ironically enough, the exercise was at Bamburi forest again. When they arrived at the entrance of the thick forest, she stopped to wonder if she’d pass the area she visited yesterday. But the forest was too big and her memory was too groggy. “Do you remember anything from yesterday?” she asked Alhaadi, but he, being a silent type, just walked a few steps forward and looked back at her, smiling. “I guess it doesn’t matter,” she sighed. The exercise took her most of the morning. At her level of training, the checkpoints she picked were verbal descriptions that someone in distress might provide, such as “a boulder resting on a tree” or “abandoned building next to a fork in a gravel road”. No map was provided but she was expected to know the forest well enough to recognize the places by their partial descriptions. Alhaadi’s task was meant to be more challenging as he was tasked to identify the items by the bird sounds they were playing, and he still managed to do it in half the time it took her to place the items. As he sprinted from one checkpoint to the other, she barely managed to catch her breath. Whenever she stopped, he would turn back and come sit with her patiently until she was ready to continue. He didn’t say anything but she could see his muscles twitching as he was eager to keep going, while looking at her with calm eyes and a comforting smile. She cursed under her breath and he just howled back at her and sprinted off. She couldn’t help but smile and run after him. While they were heading towards his seventh checkpoint, they heard a crackling noise and a red flare shot up in the morning skies. “Something’s up, Alhaadi,” she told him, “we need to head back”.

    The exercise was cut short. As Njeri and Alhaadi got back to the base, two trucks filled with MAFex left the base and headed north. A carrier drone deployed in the landing area at Serena and more MAFex from neighboring bases unpacked their gear. “I guess we have guests,” said Njeri to Alhaadi as they both rushed to the main hall. Noticing their insignia, she could identify the visiting MAFex were from Madagascar. She estimated that if they received the alert the same time she did, then it took them about an hour to fly, assuming of course they weren’t just happening to be in the neighborhood already. That would be a very costly flight in terms of hydrogen fuel. “This is serious,” she thought. “This is an emergency.”

    It was a search and rescue mission in Kaya forest, a mere hour drive from Shanzu. They agreed to regroup in ten minutes after each ibu brought the necessary gear. Kato did not have the full gear yet but someone from logistics already took care to bring him what he needed. Not everyone went though, as it was best to keep some of the personnel as reserves and some people needed to keep the base operational. 

    “Not meaning to be insensitive,” asked Kato hesitantly, “but why rush? The person has been missing for more than a week. Would an hour more or less make a difference?” Kato was hovering over the people who were double-checking their gear, trying to be helpful on one hand but also asking countless questions on the other. Njeri could tell he would have liked to come as well. Alhaadi brought his bag and since it was quite light with equipment, Njeri moved some of her gear to his.

    “We take our tasks very seriously,” she answered Kato, “and if it means we could save someone just by being there a minute earlier, we’ll do anything imaginable to do it.” Time is considered a critical asset and punctuality is regarded as a critical foundation in MAF, drilled down from day one. Njeri wondered how accustomed Kato was to time-keeping as some nima are less concerned with time-keeping than others. Fifteen minutes after being briefed, they were already on their way north.

    Hundreds of people, MAFex and civilians, scoured every piece of land and water between Mtwapa and Kilfi, shouting and calling for the missing person. Bird-whisperers listened to bird songs, eavesdropping on any gossip about a human body in the forest. Drones hovered above looking for heat signatures. Boats and kayaks combed the creek and a team of divers went to check whether the body was washed out to sea. Njeri went up the forest with Alhaadi who was the best tracker she ever met. At first he walked around aimlessly, but as he found more and more tracks, interpretable only to him, he began moving faster and faster. At a forest clearing he stopped and looked confused. “Did you lose the trace?” she asked, but he just huffed at her and ran around the edge of the clearing to the other side.

    Invisible from the other side, he found a small pathway leading up the woody hill. The ground was muddy soil and the heels of her boots dug in as she climbed. Eventually, he stopped underneath a tree in the middle of the hill and pointed up to its branches. “What’s that?” she asked. There was clearly something there, a human-sized cocoon-like shape, but she couldn’t make out the details behind the thick branches. She tried thinking how to investigate further or whether she should report it first when she heard a quiet breath not far from her. She realized a female leopard was standing in front of her up the path, trying to measure her.

    She stood tall. It was her first encounter with a wild leopard but she wasn’t scared. She said firmly “Hello there, is this your territory? I’m looking for a friend”. Alhaadi was calm as well as he was trained and unlike her he did have some experience with wild animals. He was closer to the leopard but he stepped back to make himself almost invisible against the flora. She knew he got her back. The leopard walked slowly towards her, looking disinterested, and then made a quick jump unto the tree. Njeri felt her heart miss a bit but she forced herself to remain calm. The leopard climbed towards the cocoon and before Njeri had time to consider if the cat had anything to do with it, it crashed down on her head.

    Seeing something moving fast toward her she wasn’t sure at first if it was the cocoon or the leopard. She tried to jump aside but her boots were stuck on the mucky mud and before she knew it she was already knocked down to the floor. She gained consciousness almost immediately but the first thing she saw was the dead man’s eye staring back at her from a mere inch distance. The body was mostly covered by something organic but the howling white face was clear and in front of her, etched into her mind. She tried to push the cocoon off of her but it was too heavy. Alhaadi came in an instant and together they managed to roll it aside. She was covered in muck. The leopard had vanished. The body was staring blankly at the sky. She used her radio to report her finding. She couldn’t take her eyes off the body until support arrived but the eyes continued to haunt her long after.

    The next moment she was lying in her own bed, staring at the ceiling. She knew she called the carrier drone and instructed it to land at the clearing. She then sent Alhaadi to lead the extraction team while she watched over the body in case the leopard returned. It was all automatic. She didn’t feel present. Her mind was lost in the sunken dead eyes. She remembered explaining how she came about the body, the leopard and how it fell on her. She remembered pointing at the tree and someone climbing to find any clues to what had happened. And she cared, or at least she thinks she cared. She also remembered her flight with the carrier-drone. That was her first flight ever and amazing as it felt, looking at the world from a bird’s view, losing her thought to the quiet hums of the rotors, she also thought of the cost of that flight. The price paid by her dead flight-mate.

    The flight was short, barely twenty minutes. She gave another debriefing at the base and went for a very long shower. When she was finally done, Naomi came to find her. “How are you? You looked a bit off,” she asked. “I’m alright, I think,” Njeri remembered answering. Naomi asked her about the leopard and about seeing a dead body. She felt very tired and asked Naomi to continue the conversation after she rested. “It’s fine, no pressure. I just wanted to make sure you’re alright. I’m here if anything comes up,” Naomi reassured her. They hugged and Njeri retired to her room.

    She woke up from her own scream. It took her a moment to realise where she is and recall the events that happened since the body fell on her. In her nightmare the body fell on her again, but this time the dead person’s mouth opened and with leopard sharp teeth tried to bite her head off as she woke up screaming. She heard a soft knock on her door. She opened and Alhaadi slid inside. He sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word. She hugged him. “You heard me scream, didn’t you?” she asked and she could sense his sympathy from his big round eyes. She asked if he had any nightmares. He pointed to her pillow.  She crawled back to bed and touched him, feeling comforted knowing that he’s there. The nightmares didn’t cease, but his presence was comforting nonetheless.

    The nightmares continued the next night. They even seeped into the day. Whether it was ghosts or hallucinations from lack of sleep, Njeri was shellshocked. On the third day, Naomi suggested they would visit the dead person’s kana. She thought it would be good if Njeri knew more about him and hopefully that would help her see more of the person than just a dead corpse. They arrived at his home later that day and joined the nugo’dala. The place was crammed with family and friends retelling stories of his life. His name was Bakari. He used to kayak a lot as a child but following an accident at the age of sixteen, he decided to focus his life on environmental restoration. He would spend countless hours in Kaya forest and probably knew the terrain better than any of the pathfinders that mastered that area as if it was the back of their hand.

    Death is an unavoidable tragedy. As such, it deserves a place of respect and acceptance rather than fear and willful ignorance. It is customary that when a person dies, everyone who ever knew him would meet and together in a nugo’dala. They would write the story of the person’s life, with as many details and perspectives as they can add. Perhaps there was a time that such a wealth of information would have allowed to resurrect the person in the form of artificial intelligence but now it’s considered more respectful, and healthier for everyone involved, to accept one’s fate to let them rest as the book of their lives is sealed forever. In some cultures they might even burn the book ceremoniously to symbolise that all that remains are the memories shared by the person’s loved ones. In Bakari’s case, the book was kept in the bolo’s library along with his ancestors.

    Njeri contributed to the event as she told once again how she found the body. She couldn’t explain about the organic material the cocoon was made of. It was still being examined. The only thing they knew at that time was that whatever it was, it helped preserve the body from decomposing, which actually made it more difficult to estimate how long he was dead before the body was recovered. That night Njeri went to bed at peace, feeling a sense of closure, seeing the whole person and how much he was loved and respected by his peers, friends and family. That night she slept in peace. But she was never the same again.

    Her kana was there for her. They knew when to simply let her be and when to push her forward. A hollow shell as she was, she was pushed but something besides Bakari died in Kaya. She could no longer face dead corpses and random encounters with animal carcasses would send her spiralling and incapacitated. Alhaadi would take her by the hand and slowly walk her back home. She was ashamed, despite everyone being compassionate and understanding. She had long conversations with most of her siblings as well as her biological parents. She talked with other people who suffered from post-trauma. Most of them retired from active service after a random event left them with an emotional scar that wouldn’t heal. She never felt alone in her distress and no one tried to push or force her to “snap out of it” as everyone knew that pushing the trauma inwards will only cause it to implode later on. She sat quietly with Alhaadi and watched the sunset together. But she knew she wouldn’t be able to come back. 

    She was loved. She knew the entire bolo, if not the entire tega, would do anything in their power to help her. But she accepted her fortune—not without regrets—and so did they. She walked up the barren hill toward the brass bell. Everyone at the base came to honor her departure. They all stood and saluted, but a moment before her hand reached the bell, Alhaadi broke ranks and ran toward her. She felt the warm tear run down her dusty cheek.

    When he reached the top of the hill, she hugged him. She whispered, “I’m sorry for leaving you, but know you’ll always be with me.” He stood next to her in salutation as she rang the bell to announce her surrender.

    Ringing the bell is a matter of pride. It requires accepting that your fate lies elsewhere. Anyone could, at least in theory, give up anytime they liked, but this didn’t mean their bolo would give up on them. Njeri had heard stories of people who fought their way to the bell, only to realize how much their bolo loved them and decide to give MAF a second chance. She felt the warm evening wind caress her face. No one stopped her, but she knew they all loved her, their glistening eyes fixed on her from the bottom of the hill.

    When she came down from the hill, her kana hugged her as everyone else slowly dispersed. She would still spend the night with her family, and although she could stay as long as she needed, she had decided to find a new purpose in the “civilian” bolo. That evening, as they all sat around the campfire, sharing laughs and stories, she noticed Kato and decided to approach him. “I heard you’ve been partnered with Alhaadi,” she mentioned. “Yeah, I guess,” Kato answered. “I don’t know, he seems very… stoic?” They both glanced at Alhaadi, who was sitting by the fire, as quiet as ever—like a majestic beast watching over its pride. They chuckled. “Yes, he’s an old gruff,” Njeri said, “but he is the best partner I could ever hope for. You look after him.” Kato smiled. “I will.” After a moment of silence and fire-gazing, he asked, “Where will you go?” “I’m not sure yet,” she answered truthfully. “I guess I’ll try to find something akin to pathfinding,” she said. “Maybe at the nursery. If I’m bored, I can always send the children to the forest and then go look for them.” She was half-joking. She loved navigating and exploring, and while she could still do it, it would no longer be her ikigai.

    Kato was quiet for a while before saying, “On my way to Shanzu, I passed through the sadi of Mombasa and met a facilitator there.” Njeri listened intently. “The sadi is so big that people—especially those coming from out of town—often need help finding what they need, so the facilitators find it for them.” Njeri’s eyes lit up. “That sounds very interesting. Thank you.” She had been to the market a couple of times before but had never inquired too deeply into the lives of the facilitators. Her skills might be useful after all. She felt grateful. The fire died out on its own long after the last ibu retired to bed. It just so happened to be Alhaadi.